Disclaimereverything has changed now :(
•Monday, August 5, 2013
assalamualaikum , good morning nd salam ramadhan :)
now pukul 6.39 . sahur da lepas subuh pon da nak habes .
sedar tak sedar lg berapa hari je lg nak raye kan ? this year dpt cuti 2 minggu . heaven gile . bese cuti raye seminggu je but this year 2 minggu especially bile da ddk dekat asrama . even hw menggunung setinggi gunung everest feel nak raye tetap ade . ;) kalau shida tye preparation utk raye mst sume da complete kan . shida je tak complete lg . bile ddk asrama sume beli last min . sadlife kan . naseb la baju yg cantik2 still ade lg . kalau tak menangis kat situ jugak . haha . oh ya , memandangkan bulan ramadhan nak abes , its better for you to kejar malam lailatulqadar . pesanan utk diri sendiri jugak . ok tak nak membebel pasal raye sbb preparation tak complete lg . nanti baru kt story mory pasal raya .
right now right here , i feel like want to cry . i really really really miss all of them . serious talk .
tetibe rasa lain , rasa terasing nd yg seangkatan dgnnya .i dont know why .
maybe sbb sume da ade life masing2 . dekat asrma everyday i will remembered how we had a great time together . gelak tangis , ikrar dan janji depan koperasi , story to the mory together gather. maybe betul lah kate org , tak selama lamanya org tu akan ade dekat dgn kt . because of that, every second we have to appreciate people around us . and bile org tu dah jauh kt kena redha bkn pasrah even bukan jauh sgt pon . ingat redha tu ikhlas , pasrah itu menyerah.tp kt rase kt pasrah bkn redha . see ? mcm mane nak convince org kalau diri sendiri pasrah . too complicated . yes ,i admit that im not strong enough to face it . fizikal ckp lain tp dlm hati menangis meronta ronta . sebenarnya fizikal tak menggambarkn keadaan sebenar ap yg tersirat dlm hati . so be careful bile jumpe org yg selalu kt tgk dy happy . tak semestinya org tu sentiasa bahagia nd takde duka . sgt2 berharap masa boleh diputarkan blk nd keadaan back to normal . mst tgh bahagia kan ? takpe shahida maybe ade hikmah bile kau melangkah keluar dr sekolah tu . so try to be strong and keep smile .
p/s : dear you , i really2 miss you , girls . nak semua mcm dulu . setiap hari boleh jumpe borak2 gelak2 bubye2 before blk muah sane muah sini hug sane hug sini . rindu semua tu . what ever it is , kt syg korg sgt2 .<3
*the latest pic when we having iftan together on 27.07.13 at pizza hut :) take care my dear .
till then , assalamualaikum .
now pukul 6.39 . sahur da lepas subuh pon da nak habes .
sedar tak sedar lg berapa hari je lg nak raye kan ? this year dpt cuti 2 minggu . heaven gile . bese cuti raye seminggu je but this year 2 minggu especially bile da ddk dekat asrama . even hw menggunung setinggi gunung everest feel nak raye tetap ade . ;) kalau shida tye preparation utk raye mst sume da complete kan . shida je tak complete lg . bile ddk asrama sume beli last min . sadlife kan . naseb la baju yg cantik2 still ade lg . kalau tak menangis kat situ jugak . haha . oh ya , memandangkan bulan ramadhan nak abes , its better for you to kejar malam lailatulqadar . pesanan utk diri sendiri jugak . ok tak nak membebel pasal raye sbb preparation tak complete lg . nanti baru kt story mory pasal raya .
right now right here , i feel like want to cry . i really really really miss all of them . serious talk .
tetibe rasa lain , rasa terasing nd yg seangkatan dgnnya .i dont know why .
maybe sbb sume da ade life masing2 . dekat asrma everyday i will remembered how we had a great time together . gelak tangis , ikrar dan janji depan koperasi , story to the mory together gather. maybe betul lah kate org , tak selama lamanya org tu akan ade dekat dgn kt . because of that, every second we have to appreciate people around us . and bile org tu dah jauh kt kena redha bkn pasrah even bukan jauh sgt pon . ingat redha tu ikhlas , pasrah itu menyerah.tp kt rase kt pasrah bkn redha . see ? mcm mane nak convince org kalau diri sendiri pasrah . too complicated . yes ,i admit that im not strong enough to face it . fizikal ckp lain tp dlm hati menangis meronta ronta . sebenarnya fizikal tak menggambarkn keadaan sebenar ap yg tersirat dlm hati . so be careful bile jumpe org yg selalu kt tgk dy happy . tak semestinya org tu sentiasa bahagia nd takde duka . sgt2 berharap masa boleh diputarkan blk nd keadaan back to normal . mst tgh bahagia kan ? takpe shahida maybe ade hikmah bile kau melangkah keluar dr sekolah tu . so try to be strong and keep smile .
p/s : dear you , i really2 miss you , girls . nak semua mcm dulu . setiap hari boleh jumpe borak2 gelak2 bubye2 before blk muah sane muah sini hug sane hug sini . rindu semua tu . what ever it is , kt syg korg sgt2 .<3
till then , assalamualaikum .
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